The beats slow down

Shivers… then suddenly stops
A second of death… 
A moment of darkness
Crude memories and the images of the days
They begin to pass, spreading ashes and lies
They will tell jokes and laugh at your head
Let the party begin, you shout
Silent and cold
A breath rushes in the eyes
A blink to the world that is… that was near…
Closer to the dead heart
Another weak beat
Another chance to live for a second
A moment without fear