So, things been so busy in the last month, I couldn’t find time to write anything new, and the work on new episodes for the new season of the podcas is going very slowly.
Recently I began my Masters degree studies in the subject of surgical skills and sciences, its a full time course, but at the same time I have to work part time at the hospital to make a living, barely.
Beside all this academic and professional mess, I am still writing and editing some work to Arabic newspapers and working on my first Arabic novel, and trying to enjoy reading a book with a cup of cuppacino in Covent Garden. But I am back again, hope things will be much clear now that I managed to sort things out… I hope so…
A talented friend
The long quest to become a better doctor, has affected our personalities in different ways, some of us begin studying Medicine bringing with them various experiences and skills other than sitting for hours to read enormous books and references, I always said that each one of us has a talent, but Medicine crushed most of these talents, leaving some people the shadow of the souls they were when they began this long journey.
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One of our close friends who had many talents, and hobbies, was (Aladdine Geleidi), aka (Ala). (Ala) used to be a multi-interests person, he was a good swimmer, a fisherman, a pigeon fancier, a computer nerd, a machinist, a musician, a painter, and a photogragher. (Ala) used to have these various hobbies altogether, enjoying them all, and being good at them all, but when we started medical school; he started to focus his efforts on one or two hobbies. These were painting and photography.
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in late 2001 as we were starting to leave Libya one by one, to pursue further medical postgraduate training, (Ala) headed for Canada, and by 2004 started working as a physician in the province of Newfoundland (north east Canada), he spent his spare time focusing on sharpening his interest in photography, buying the best equipment in the market and reaching to the level of profissionalism.
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Recently I found his new web site that is dedicated to present his works in artistic digital photography, exploring the landscape and wild life of Newfoundland and other Canadian provinces. The pictures speak for themselves: the subjects, the eye catching scenery, the lights and shadows, all give strong evidence that (Ala), is not just clicking on the button of the Camera, but he enjoys and tastes what he is creating.
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Each passing day, makes me more confident that to be a doctor is not a problem, actually its the simplest of things, but to become a better doctor, it doesn’t only need studying and working hard, but also a creative talent to enjoy life as a whole. (Ala) is just one of the friends and colleagues that not only astonish us with their other side, and may the best side, of their personalities, but keep on amazing themselves everyday with what lies beneath the ashes of burnt memories, and the snow of cold hearts.
(Ala) Thank you and keep going…
I invite you all to visit (Ala Geleidi)’s website and enjoy his photographs.
Eid Mubarak
following the footsteps of the Romans
I always had cravings for an adventure like those I used to do with the boy scouts while I was in Libya, so last month I decided to test myself and see to what limit I can reach. In the U.K people like to go on country side walks, the country has established trails all around the Britain for people that like to test their abilities and get to see the magnificent places of Britain. One of these national trails, is the historical Roman Hadrian’s wall trail. Hadrian’s Wall Path National Trail is an unbroken 84 mile signposted trail stretching from coast to coast, from Wallsend in the east to Bowness-on-solway in the west. 
It passes through some of the most beautiful parts of England – from rolling fields and rugged moorland to the vibrant cities of Newcastle and Carlisle. Hadrian’s Wall was built following a visit by Roman emperor Hadrian (AD 76–138) in AD 122. Hadrian was experiencing military difficulties not just in Britain, but from the peoples of various conquered lands across the Empire Construction probably started in AD 122 and was largely completed within ten years, with soldiers from all three of the occupying Roman legions participating in the work. Hadrian’s Wall was 80 Roman miles (or 120 kilometres) long, its width and height dependent upon the construction materials which were readily available nearby to build it from: east of the river Irthing the wall was made from stone and measured 10 Roman feet (3 m) wide and 5 to 6 metres (16–20 ft) tall; west of the Irthing the wall was made from turf and measured 6 metres (20 ft) wide and 3.5 metres (11.5 ft) high. I started my journey on Friday night 29th Sept. taking the night bus from London to reach the old city of Carlisle. I was at Carlisle around 5 a.m the city was empty and it was still dark, I decided to wait till 6:30 am to head to the river Eden that goes through the city and from there I can start walking on the footpath of Hadrian’s Wall.

The river was covered with a thin layer of mist, and from the horizon it was looking to be clear and dry day, as I thought it might rain. Because of the mist and last night’s rain the trail was wet and the shrubs and grass was wet too, I was starting to feel the water reaching my feet, but I was so excited to finish my first part of the challenge, which was walking from Carlisle to a small town called Walton, this was 20 Kilometers. 
It wasn’t long before the sun started to come out, it was stunning, the trail goes through small country house estates and big fields and villages.
The footpath changes from one point to another at some point its a normal tarmac, at another its just a small muddy path in the fields and farms, and this made it difficult for walking at some point.
At some part the trail becomes adjacent to the river (Eden), I saw many men with their farm boots, walking the dogs, all of them seemed used to people walking through their farms as they kept asking me about my journey and giving me advice. I found a small wooden bench that was beside the river bank, I sat there absorbing the morning sun and looking to the cows in the far away fields. 
After I had a rest for a while, finishing the first 10 kilometers I reached to a small village called Crosby-on-Eden, most villages here in Britain are just a main road, a samll parish church and a local pub.
The next part goes through green fields with cows every where, big huge cows, that looked suspiciously towards me, some of them were in close range that they started running to their barns, the weird thing was that, there was no human beings in these fields, it was as if these animals are here from Roman times, and they are the rulers of this land. I was as usual day dreaming.
The path crosses small streams and bushes where there are old crossings and roman bridges. At noon the sun was in the middle if the sky and it became more warm as I walked to reach Walton, where I was completely exhausted, I sat down on a bench in the middle of the village and studied my next walk on the map, I needed to reach Greenhead and from there to reach a small campsite where I was going to stay for the night. 
The next 15 Kilometers were difficult as they required climbing small cliffs, at this part the remains of the stones of Hadrian’s Wall were intact, and there were also remains of guard posts and Roman forts. 
I began to get interested with Roman Britain, especially this side of the country, when I was writing a short story about the Libyan Emperor Septimius Severus (146AD-211AD) who spent the last weeks of his life at these parts of the British Isles, trying to restore the wall and keep away the raids of the northern tribes, then he died in the Roman City of Eboracum which is the modern day city of York. 
In Libya we have another site in relation to the walls, they are the Hadrian baths in Leptis Magna (Lebda) they were commissioned by the same Roman emperor and at the same period of time, while I was finishing my first day walking more than 40 Kilometers I was wondering whether I was walking in the footsteps of Roman Libyans who served the military at this remote area of the empire, may be one of my ancestors died here, dreaming of the clear sky and azure sea of Libya. As for me I finished putting up my tent and shrouding myself in the sleeping bag and getting to a deep peaceful sleep.
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The next day, I was so tired and messed up, I was limping, I packed my things, and had to walk another 10 kilometers to a small town called Haltwhistle, where I was supposed to catch the Bus to the city of Newcatstle, and from there to take the couch to London.
I managed to reach Newcastle on time for my bus, I had small stroll in the town centre, before I got onto my seat, heading back to the heart of this old empire. I was so tired and happy, happy that I managed to walk 50 kilometers in two days. I started planning for my next challenge which might take me to York and the mountains of Yorkshire, but as the weather is starting to get colder and wetter over here, I am going to plan it next spring.
بودكاست امتداد (الحلقة الثالثة الموسم الثاني)
Imtidad Cultural Podcast.. English edition (Season 2 Episode 2)
بودكاست امتداد (الحلقة الاولى الموسم الثاني)
الموسم الثاني من بودكاست امتداد ينطلق هذا الأسبوع

ينطلق يوم الإربعاء 20 سبتمبر الجاري، الموسم الثاني من برنامج امتداد الثقافي. الموسم الثاني سيكون حافلاً بالعديد من الفقرات الثقافية والأدبية والفنية. كما سيشهد الموسم الثاني اطلاق النسخة الإنجليزية من البرنامج والذي ستبث حلقته الأولى الأسبوع المقبل على أن يتم عرض حلقة بالعربية هذا الأسبوع وأخرى بالأنجليزية في الأسبوع الذي يليه وهكذا دواليك. النسخة الإنجليزية ستركز على المشهد الثقافي الأدبي العربي المترجم إلى الإنجليزية، وبذلك سيكون أول برنامج ثقافي بالانجليزية يعنى بالأدب العربي المعاصر على الانترنت بواسطة تقنية البودكاستنج.
أشكر الجميع على الدعم طيلة المدة الماضية، فبدونكم لا يكون للعمل أي قيمة، فلكم مني عميق الإمتنان
The Road to Edinburgh
Last Weekend I visited the Scottish city of Edinburgh. Each year on August the capital city of Scotland becomes a big festival, officially named The Fringe Festival. And each year I get to squeeze a day between work at the hospital and studies to visit this beautiful city.
My journey started at Victoria coach station in central London, as the journey up north lasts for nine hours, I thought it would be good idea to take the overnight bus that leaves London at 11p.m and reaches Edinburgh 8a.m the next day.
I thought that the trip will be boring so I prepared a hand bag full of four books to read and two note books to write, my laptop to write any new ideas for my new literary project. The journey went smooth and although I didn’t sleep, just for one hour, because of the damn yellow drink they call Red Bull; I managed to pass the time easily and without muscle cramps.
The morning at Edinburgh was stunning, as August this year seemed to lose direction to which season it must belong.

The city is completely different from any other city in Britain; its architectural style is a mix of continental and Mediterranean styles. And because it’s built on hills and on the edges of rocky average height flat summits, the city has a touch of being more like a town more than a metropolis.
Scots are nice people, I like their cute accent, and they are very innovative, and they have that sense of expressing their independent identity.
So I spent the early hours of the morning having coffee to stay awake, and climbing the slops of the city till I reached my destination, The Edinburgh International Book Festival.
The festival venue is built on a square/park; it lasts for two weeks on August of every year. The festival is one of the major events of the cities monthly festival, and is considered one of the renowned cultural events in the world. It focuses on books, authors and promoting the culture of reading.
The morning events are mostly for children, there were legions of them with their parents attending workshops, for drawing, writing, meeting their favourite authors, reading for them and answering their questions, and of course getting them to sign on copies of their books.
I managed to get the last ticket for the (Morning with Words) featuring my favourite British poet Don Paterson, who I translated some of his work into Arabic before.
I got out of the Book festival and climbed one of the bridges to reach the old city where the street events of the Fringe festival are held.


The most impressive scene is the castle which is built on this strange rocky hill.
The city spirals and connects with a system of small alleys and stairways, which have strange names.

As I said Scots are very proud of their unique identity and history, so men here are still walking with their tartan skirts, and there were plenty of shops that sell different styles. I thought maybe next time I’ll buy one of these Scottish kilts and wear it. I guess not.

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After a quick lunch and a brief nap on the grass of one the parks, I went back to the Book Festival as I was going to meet my friend, Libyan novelist Hisham Matar, who is invited to read from his book (In the Country of Men).

The event room was full, Hisham read from his novel and had a good applause, and then there was a long discussion by the chair of the event, and the audience. Then he signed copies of the book.
I managed to spend some quality time with Hisham; we went to the nearest pub to get a quick meal, and to chat about the events and Libya as usual, but I had to leave to catch my returning bus at 10p.m.
We were standing listening to a street musician while he was playing on his guitar pieces of folk and blues songs, I paid Hisham and Edinburgh a farewell, hoping next time I won’t visit this romantic city alone. But I forgot all about that as soon as I got a seat on the bus returning to London as I fell asleep dreaming about another city that I can not forget, ……….
30
It wasn’t easy
reaching the far point of being me
she smiled and said:
“why are you smiling?”
I continued to draw a sort of angles on my lips
a smile as she described
thus, I didn’t know the exact word.
I blew my words:
“today I become thirty”
she looked at me with amasement and said
“thirteen!!!, you look younger than that!!”
I replied:
“no, thirty, three zero, not one three”
she ran away with her eyes and mumbled:
“Oh, I see. Why you lived so long?!!”
I didn’t want to answer..
but during this, she disappeared
leaving a scent of rotten jasmine flowers
her warmth on the leather seat was still radiating her presence
I didn’t have any other choice but to leave
gathering my long age
wearing my charm
losing another part of my body to the ants and worms
I couldn’t find a place for my burial
so, I continued to live
breathing in and out the cold morning sun
a fist of thyme and volcanic rocks promised me mercy
on my journey to the Damous*
I took the corner and sat like a monk
breathed the smell of rotten heart
left by the last friend
at the sight of her smile, I released a sigh of joy
and stopped breathing…
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“happy birthday!!”
I heard a sweet voice say
realizing with terror that I was still here
breathing fresh air
opened my eyes
approaching her eyes
finding the distance between three and zero widening
my face blooming with her face
I waited for a moment
of silence and peace
wrapped my love
and spoken the words:
“happy birthday to me”
her face disappeared once again
before me stood my naked body
the mirror reflecting my one and only face
stubble growing on my cheeks and chin
water running in the sink
this is reality….
I pretended to smile and slapped the face in front of me
and said: ” this is what you deserve!!”
29 Nov. 2005
*Damous: dweling caves in the westren mountains of Libya (Jabal Nafousa)





